date: Sunday, December 18, 2005 @ 9:38 pm
title: WaMa..
I wan this Christmas to be the best one!
No time to blog so just keep things short n sweet.
I need to pray for my time to expand virtually and have to work doubly hard and faster. I got one whole christmas shopping list to manage with limited cash on hand. I got bookstore accounts to be completed by tonight. I got to plan games for Zone outing. I got to plan programme for X'mas lunch. I got to read up on wedding photography skills - I'm the camera boy. Coop's moving to the new site at the other part of the island. There's jourenl to be manufactured.
And I have one week or less to get them done. Sleeping is optional. Soaking and Quality time with God is not an option. No God. No life. As simple as that. Is that what Christmas is all about? God so love the world that He gave his only begotten Son...
I have joined the 2/3 angels to battle with the 1/3 fallen angels. Things of this world just seem so unappealing. I have tasted the real deal and I wan more. I'm an uneasily satisfied person. Have it once is not enough. I wan it again and again and again.
So many things that I got to get done. U ask me whether I'm stress? I am. But I know the solution is that these are nothing compared to what I will be receiving next time.
Dear Jesus.Help me! I'm all yours. Use me. I'm completely clueless about everything tomorrow. Show me your path and your way. Next year is going to be soooo stress but stress is what I need in order to get my butt moving. I'm so sian if there's no stress. Seriously. But God I know u know what i can handle so yar. Just give it to me! I love u and I thank you. I wan to give my friends the best christmas this year. Blessing is going to be fun. Amen.Your child, ZHan.To-be-age 4P.s. I got a new thinkpad aka laptop. He blessed me so I can bless other. I dun need it but He still give it to me. What a cool Heavenly Dad I have. Hahhaha.. His love endures forever. I just can't get enough of Him. It's Soaking Time!!!
